dear God, can i have something that last forever?
or maybe i can have it for my xmas present God? ive been doing good this year, err.. sort of. i know that we always have choice so we should make it happens, but sometimes i found out that reality turns to be dissapointing, no matter how hard i try. when i am ready to say hello, i also have to be ready to say good bye, as good things really dont like to stay long.