Wednesday, June 29, 2011


took a while for me to realize that i come there not to make friends, but to make money.


i hate when people shout at me for things i didnt do.

Saturday, June 25, 2011


just so you know, the clown needs a break. for clown is still human after all.

Friday, June 24, 2011

dear God

i dont know why but my heart keeps aching

Thursday, June 23, 2011

in a desperate need of simple love

i miss the time when love was easy. when love was simply about dating on the weekend, having lunch together, giving a ride home, and a late night call. unlike now. as if you were forced into a war trying to win the unconditional, but u always fail. Love like this is like two sides of coins. your glass is full with feelings like I love you but i dont trust you, i hate you but i miss you, i cant live my life with people like you, but i will just be a useless toy trying to live without you. It is just like living in a circle. you cant stop going through the same things over and over again. i am sick of this. Why cant we just be normal?

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

it is (not) okay

it was okay when u punch me right on my pride, step on my thought, throw away the best part of me, and even rip everything in front of my nose. until u take the only thing i have, and turn it into puppet. u have jumped into the line, and it is just beyond my limit.
no, it is not okay now.

an insecure mess

i feel like a walking bomb which is ready to explode. i do not tolerate things. i am being negative. the pain that i have hidden inside for so long has turned into a massive bomb. apparently i have poisoned my heart with too much hatred.

Saturday, June 11, 2011

legal age

the best thing of having birthday is the world feels like revolving around you
especially when it is your 21st