Friday, July 22, 2011

now this is unfair

so there is this guy that is SO worth fighting for, would go thousand miles only to please her, keep waiting patiently though she always hurts his pride. yet she does not know how to love him back equally. she is lost, way too lost.

Sunday, July 17, 2011


6 truth about life:

  1. What i love the most about life is, it is full of surprises. u barely know what tomorrow could bring.
  2. Life is a mystery. there will always be something hidden in every words spoken, and unexpectedly feeling beneath the heart
  3. For those who said life is unfair, must have not heard of the term "what goes around comes around" life is indeed fair. as i believe God never sleeps.
  4. There is no such thing as mistake in life. There will always be something good comes from it. cause life is about learning and mistakes make you grow.
  5. Life is beautiful, in His time. it is determined on how much effort you have put, and how sincere you are when you do it. everything you do will never be useless
  6. Being an insecure mess is such a major waste of time. Cause in the end, you get what you deserve


Thursday, July 14, 2011


i want to go somewhere new, to meet people who see me differently.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011


because i do not trust people. i just dont. trust hurts.

forever (?)

the word 'forever' is not applied in real life. people change. people leave. eventually.

bad keeper

i am undoubtedly not a good keeper. so do not bank on me, for i will end up letting you down.

Friday, July 8, 2011


i keep chasing people who do not appreciate me and abandoned people who treats me equally. is this considered as mental?

Monday, July 4, 2011


God i know you see us from above, and i have faith that you will not stay still. seeing this unfairness.

Saturday, July 2, 2011

let go

Sometimes being a friend means mastering the art of timing. There is a time for silence. A time to let go and allow people to hurl themselves into their own destiny. And a time to prepare to pick up the pieces when it's all over.

Gloria Naylor quote


"Take it all away if You see fit... for none of anything matters if not for You... just give me a pure heart after You"
this post chocked me a bit.
dear God, please give me serenity to accept things i cant control, and give me power to change things i can change.
yes God, let it be. just let everything be
not my will, Yours be done.

Friday, July 1, 2011


just because iam useless, doesnt mean you can talk to me like i dont matter.
just because iam a clown, doesnt mean you can treat me like i dont have heart.