Thursday, September 29, 2011
Thursday, September 22, 2011
as i grow older my eyes are wide open to see that you dont love people from the way they look, it is far beyond physical perfection. those kind of attraction wont last long and that kind of love will vanish as time goes by. for what you see in your eyes may fade away when their true colour shown. the greater feeling comes when your logic cant seem to find the reason why, when you fight like no one else but still care anyway, when you are blinded by their ability to solve riddle you cant solve, and when physical imperfection no longer counts. it simply when everything becomes irrational.
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
one of those nights when you are too tired but you cant sleep.
one of those nights when you know you cant be juggler no more.
one of those nights when you need someone to talk to but no one listens but the wall.
one of those nights when you realise the only people who cares for you are miles away.
one of those nights when you keep prioritising the one who just made you as an option.
one of those nights when you need to make decision but u dont even know what u want.
one of those nights when even your parents cant give you good advise and leaving all the rest to you.
those stupid same nights.
you bleed just to know that you still have heart.
you bleed just to understand what goes wrong.
you bleed yourself trying.
nobody could see the lonesome beneath all those laughter and hard work.
and between those city lights and sky crapper,
you cant help but being fragile.
Friday, September 16, 2011
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Monday, September 12, 2011
Friday, September 9, 2011
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
i am a rookie juggler. no doubt. there is a time i feel like giving up facing all those massive workload. there is a time i think i cannot keep up, and there is a time i feel like a clown. but after all, nothing beats the feeling when i am finally succeed in managing the balance right. there is a time i hate being me, but i know deep down in my heart, i love my life.