mental

i keep chasing people who do not appreciate me and abandoned people who treats me equally. is this considered as mental?

mental

i keep chasing people who do not appreciate me and abandoned people who treats me equally. is this considered as mental?

above

God i know you see us from above, and i have faith that you will not stay still. seeing this unfairness.

above

God i know you see us from above, and i have faith that you will not stay still. seeing this unfairness.

let go

“Sometimes being a friend means mastering the art of timing. There is a time for silence. A time to let go and allow people to hurl themselves into their own destiny. And a time to prepare to pick up the pieces when it's all over.”

Gloria Naylor quote

let go

“Sometimes being a friend means mastering the art of timing. There is a time for silence. A time to let go and allow people to hurl themselves into their own destiny. And a time to prepare to pick up the pieces when it's all over.”

Gloria Naylor quote

surrender

"Take it all away if You see fit... for none of anything matters if not for You... just give me a pure heart after You"

this post chocked me a bit.

dear God, please give me serenity to accept things i cant control, and give me power to change things i can change.

yes God, let it be. just let everything be

not my will, Yours be done.

surrender

"Take it all away if You see fit... for none of anything matters if not for You... just give me a pure heart after You"

this post chocked me a bit.

dear God, please give me serenity to accept things i cant control, and give me power to change things i can change.

yes God, let it be. just let everything be

not my will, Yours be done.

aching

just because iam useless, doesnt mean you can talk to me like i dont matter.

just because iam a clown, doesnt mean you can treat me like i dont have heart.

aching

just because iam useless, doesnt mean you can talk to me like i dont matter.

just because iam a clown, doesnt mean you can treat me like i dont have heart.

..

took a while for me to realize that i come there not to make friends, but to make money.

..

took a while for me to realize that i come there not to make friends, but to make money.

innocent

i hate when people shout at me for things i didnt do.

innocent

i hate when people shout at me for things i didnt do.

clown

just so you know, the clown needs a break. for clown is still human after all.

clown

just so you know, the clown needs a break. for clown is still human after all.

dear God

i dont know why but my heart keeps aching

dear God

i dont know why but my heart keeps aching

in a desperate need of simple love

i miss the time when love was easy. when love was simply about dating on the weekend, having lunch together, giving a ride home, and a late night call. unlike now. as if you were forced into a war trying to win the unconditional, but u always fail. Love like this is like two sides of coins. your glass is full with feelings like I love you but i dont trust you, i hate you but i miss you, i cant live my life with people like you, but i will just be a useless toy trying to live without you. It is just like living in a circle. you cant stop going through the same things over and over again. i am sick of this. Why cant we just be normal?

in a desperate need of simple love

i miss the time when love was easy. when love was simply about dating on the weekend, having lunch together, giving a ride home, and a late night call. unlike now. as if you were forced into a war trying to win the unconditional, but u always fail. Love like this is like two sides of coins. your glass is full with feelings like I love you but i dont trust you, i hate you but i miss you, i cant live my life with people like you, but i will just be a useless toy trying to live without you. It is just like living in a circle. you cant stop going through the same things over and over again. i am sick of this. Why cant we just be normal?

it is (not) okay

it was okay when u punch me right on my pride, step on my thought, throw away the best part of me, and even rip everything in front of my nose. until u take the only thing i have, and turn it into puppet. u have jumped into the line, and it is just beyond my limit.

no, it is not okay now.

it is (not) okay

it was okay when u punch me right on my pride, step on my thought, throw away the best part of me, and even rip everything in front of my nose. until u take the only thing i have, and turn it into puppet. u have jumped into the line, and it is just beyond my limit.

no, it is not okay now.

an insecure mess

i feel like a walking bomb which is ready to explode. i do not tolerate things. i am being negative. the pain that i have hidden inside for so long has turned into a massive bomb. apparently i have poisoned my heart with too much hatred.

an insecure mess

i feel like a walking bomb which is ready to explode. i do not tolerate things. i am being negative. the pain that i have hidden inside for so long has turned into a massive bomb. apparently i have poisoned my heart with too much hatred.

legal age

the best thing of having birthday is the world feels like revolving around you

especially when it is your 21st

legal age

the best thing of having birthday is the world feels like revolving around you

especially when it is your 21st

ancient

"treat people like the way you want to be treated"

But apparently what happen in the real world is people do not treat you like the way you treated them.

so please cut it out, that quote is ancient.

ancient

"treat people like the way you want to be treated"

But apparently what happen in the real world is people do not treat you like the way you treated them.

so please cut it out, that quote is ancient.

trust

having a long distance relationship is just like driving your car blindfolded. you barely know what is in front of you and you hardly know which direction you are heading to. It is like driving a relationship with eyes closed. you blind yourself for everything that happen surrounds you, cus you cant see further anyway. It is like living in a role play. you have to act like you dont mind, when you actually mind. trust is all what you got. it is not the distance that matters, it is the trust. and when it is broken, you cant have anything but a broken heart and a broken relationship.

and you finally have my heart broken. thank you.

trust

having a long distance relationship is just like driving your car blindfolded. you barely know what is in front of you and you hardly know which direction you are heading to. It is like driving a relationship with eyes closed. you blind yourself for everything that happen surrounds you, cus you cant see further anyway. It is like living in a role play. you have to act like you dont mind, when you actually mind. trust is all what you got. it is not the distance that matters, it is the trust. and when it is broken, you cant have anything but a broken heart and a broken relationship.

and you finally have my heart broken. thank you.