oi oi oi

ni gw ega si mr chef n drummer (kalo kata adhis hehe)

baru bangun ni coooy

ni blog gw yg gantian ngisi

masalahnya ni yak 

adhis mo konsen blajar dlu

ga mo tu dy buka2 laptop ngeri ke bagi 2 konsennya

oke dah

maap2 kalo ade kata2 gw yg salah nih

oi oi oi

ni gw ega si mr chef n drummer (kalo kata adhis hehe)

baru bangun ni coooy

ni blog gw yg gantian ngisi

masalahnya ni yak 

adhis mo konsen blajar dlu

ga mo tu dy buka2 laptop ngeri ke bagi 2 konsennya

oke dah

maap2 kalo ade kata2 gw yg salah nih

blur

been soo long we have d time for our quality time. we both r too busy for taking care our own business in our own continent. me n my final exam dat is going to be sooo on, whereas he n his campus activity n also his band. we often hav this time when i hav slept infront of my laptop with my msn still on while he just reached home. yes, i completely miss him. how long is it going to b till i can b by his side? not so long i guess *wink.

however, no matter how hard this distance is going to be, one thing remain. his face is getting blur n blur each day, but not our heart :) xxx

blur

been soo long we have d time for our quality time. we both r too busy for taking care our own business in our own continent. me n my final exam dat is going to be sooo on, whereas he n his campus activity n also his band. we often hav this time when i hav slept infront of my laptop with my msn still on while he just reached home. yes, i completely miss him. how long is it going to b till i can b by his side? not so long i guess *wink.

however, no matter how hard this distance is going to be, one thing remain. his face is getting blur n blur each day, but not our heart :) xxx

deff completely craving for it

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i want smthng like this for d next wedding party lol

xxx

deff completely craving for it

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i want smthng like this for d next wedding party lol

xxx

Goldian n Cheril Wedding

Cheril n Goldian
they are the most romantic couple ive ever seen
just like fairy tale
wish u all d best guys
wish u live happily ever after
we love u :) :)

n this is wht im wearing dat nite



















really had good time :)
xxx

Goldian n Cheril Wedding

Cheril n Goldian
they are the most romantic couple ive ever seen
just like fairy tale
wish u all d best guys
wish u live happily ever after
we love u :) :)

n this is wht im wearing dat nite



















really had good time :)
xxx

soo not in d mood

gee, im having this phase dat people so-called writer block when i deff dun hav any idea or simply d mood to write smthng. well not all tho, as i still can write smthng for my blog *wink. but seriously, this article actually dued ystday but until now, i still dunno wht i want to write. not dat i dun want to have the 'brainstorming'. i did. but yea, didnt work. man, wht can i write? whts d good structure? whts d good humor dat i can put on it? whts d important stages?

get over it girl, its one ur passion, keep going, dun let urself lose. esp when it comes to d heart business :p

soo not in d mood

gee, im having this phase dat people so-called writer block when i deff dun hav any idea or simply d mood to write smthng. well not all tho, as i still can write smthng for my blog *wink. but seriously, this article actually dued ystday but until now, i still dunno wht i want to write. not dat i dun want to have the 'brainstorming'. i did. but yea, didnt work. man, wht can i write? whts d good structure? whts d good humor dat i can put on it? whts d important stages?

get over it girl, its one ur passion, keep going, dun let urself lose. esp when it comes to d heart business :p

dont u miss high school? cuz i do

i just found out dat maybe everything dat happened in high school shud stay in high school. as none of them r so lasting like forever. well one or two might survive, but most dont

dont u miss high school? cuz i do

i just found out dat maybe everything dat happened in high school shud stay in high school. as none of them r so lasting like forever. well one or two might survive, but most dont

when i finally scream 'enough'

d thing is no matter how hard i try,
i'll never b good enough for u


go away n bring ur mouth with u,
tons of ur words dat keeping me down is deff d LAST THING i need


keep talking, cz i aint listening
n apparently, u r talking with my back

when i finally scream 'enough'

d thing is no matter how hard i try,
i'll never b good enough for u


go away n bring ur mouth with u,
tons of ur words dat keeping me down is deff d LAST THING i need


keep talking, cz i aint listening
n apparently, u r talking with my back

the girls sleepover

silly, dumby, dumbly

nothing.
we r just being silly

the girls sleepover

silly, dumby, dumbly

nothing.
we r just being silly

happy bday meinaaaa

happy bday my girl
wish u all d best :) :)
i miss u badly

happy bday meinaaaa

happy bday my girl
wish u all d best :) :)
i miss u badly

im really mad. did i say mad? wrong. im FURIOUS

this time im really mad. for real. MAD. ANGRY. or even FURIOUS. just dun mess up with me, or even simply just dun talk with me when u only can make more STRESSFUL. i meant it. why dun u just b there with me when my world seems soo dark? isnt dat so simple? be there with me. ive been pushing away my ego like everytime only to bring u up. can u just do it for me now? i need u.

wht am i worried bout? ALOT. shoot, tears again. perfectionism starts killing me. i got 2 presentations tmrw n i really craving for a 7 DAMMIT. i really want to b perfect. recomendations presentation, global business presentation, not to mention d reflective essay n qcd report dats going to b handed back tmrw. man, wht if its below my expectation?

wht else? o, obviously, my weight problem. seriously. someone is like KEEPING ME DOWN all d time, even when my heart screams ENOUGH. i wish i cud put my finger down on my throat n throw everything up. enough, i said. can u just please take me for who i am? o one thing. u said dat ur here for me. but did i see u just ran away with bunch of ur friends when u completely kno dat i just cant stop for being stressful? there, i said it.

so pls dun say dat u r here for me when in fact u were not

yes. i completely mad. dun ask me why. cause i bet u kno it so well. God i desperately need ur help. i meant it. i cant do these things alone. n pls, i wish i cud stop bothering things dat is not worth it to b bothered.

why does everything seems harder when im learning how to b thankful all d time?
xxx

im really mad. did i say mad? wrong. im FURIOUS

this time im really mad. for real. MAD. ANGRY. or even FURIOUS. just dun mess up with me, or even simply just dun talk with me when u only can make more STRESSFUL. i meant it. why dun u just b there with me when my world seems soo dark? isnt dat so simple? be there with me. ive been pushing away my ego like everytime only to bring u up. can u just do it for me now? i need u.

wht am i worried bout? ALOT. shoot, tears again. perfectionism starts killing me. i got 2 presentations tmrw n i really craving for a 7 DAMMIT. i really want to b perfect. recomendations presentation, global business presentation, not to mention d reflective essay n qcd report dats going to b handed back tmrw. man, wht if its below my expectation?

wht else? o, obviously, my weight problem. seriously. someone is like KEEPING ME DOWN all d time, even when my heart screams ENOUGH. i wish i cud put my finger down on my throat n throw everything up. enough, i said. can u just please take me for who i am? o one thing. u said dat ur here for me. but did i see u just ran away with bunch of ur friends when u completely kno dat i just cant stop for being stressful? there, i said it.

so pls dun say dat u r here for me when in fact u were not

yes. i completely mad. dun ask me why. cause i bet u kno it so well. God i desperately need ur help. i meant it. i cant do these things alone. n pls, i wish i cud stop bothering things dat is not worth it to b bothered.

why does everything seems harder when im learning how to b thankful all d time?
xxx

i still can b thankful tho ;)

im waaay too tired today. just dun mess up with me. been to campus like the whole day, n dealing with a drama queen. this domination thingy really eat my head up, aarrgghh, bite me!! pls chill exaggerated-tingting-girl, or i'll do my favor on u!!

whts been happening today? ALOT.
1. found my pineaple juice leaked in my bag, i repeat, in my bag, leaving all my documents wet n smells like pineaple. yuck. funny, i desperately need sun in this almost-winter phase
2. my 5 dollars note stucked in vending machine. shit.
3. running out of credit, when im nearly running out of balance in my bank acount
4. i lost my co-op bookshop namecard
5. i broke my shoes. seriously. really broke my shoes
6. n i lost my usb, which means dat i need to type everything all over again as my works r ALL there.

wud it get any worse?

but i still can b thankful to God, for giving me a helping hands when i dunno where to go :) Liana, my day-light saviour, she's been really helpful today. thx darl :)

Adhis n Liana

nothing cant stop me for being grateful
xxx

i still can b thankful tho ;)

im waaay too tired today. just dun mess up with me. been to campus like the whole day, n dealing with a drama queen. this domination thingy really eat my head up, aarrgghh, bite me!! pls chill exaggerated-tingting-girl, or i'll do my favor on u!!

whts been happening today? ALOT.
1. found my pineaple juice leaked in my bag, i repeat, in my bag, leaving all my documents wet n smells like pineaple. yuck. funny, i desperately need sun in this almost-winter phase
2. my 5 dollars note stucked in vending machine. shit.
3. running out of credit, when im nearly running out of balance in my bank acount
4. i lost my co-op bookshop namecard
5. i broke my shoes. seriously. really broke my shoes
6. n i lost my usb, which means dat i need to type everything all over again as my works r ALL there.

wud it get any worse?

but i still can b thankful to God, for giving me a helping hands when i dunno where to go :) Liana, my day-light saviour, she's been really helpful today. thx darl :)

Adhis n Liana

nothing cant stop me for being grateful
xxx

soooo late post

this post kinda old actually, n yea i appologize. lol. i just hav d time for transfering d picts from digicam to my laptop

happy belated bday Awen :) :)

with d bday guy, Awen :p
sorry for the eggs n the other yucky things wen
well its proved dat we do love u :)

see? ive told u i gain weight. sigh.
xxx

soooo late post

this post kinda old actually, n yea i appologize. lol. i just hav d time for transfering d picts from digicam to my laptop

happy belated bday Awen :) :)

with d bday guy, Awen :p
sorry for the eggs n the other yucky things wen
well its proved dat we do love u :)

see? ive told u i gain weight. sigh.
xxx

when the loneliness strikes again

its not dat im not being thankful or anything. its just dat i like to ask my self, "hey girl wht did i miss?" they seems hav their fun there. i meant, without me there? not to mentiont the if-u-hav-friend-like-this-who-needs-enemy thingy. girl, please, get a life. u cant keep envying it like everytime everywhere. but hey, i hav friends here, why do u keep looking back? i meant its just like ysterday u being so thankful for ur life, n now ur murmuring bout ur life?

yea, true dat. i hav friends, but when im back in my room, seems like everything so quite, n here i am, nothing here but the loneliness. man, actually i hate being home alone on weekend, as my friends across the continent r having their fun without even remember to touch the internet tools. well, im not complaining, my friend :). dats why i like to seek for some kinda sweet escape, when i can b home sooo late. but tonite, i dun feel like going out. dunno why. i was just hoping dat i can enjoy some 'me-time'. but hell yea, dat was a bad decision of mine tho.

its not homesick. more likely called as friendsick. lol. man, im running out of words. i kno so well why im acting this way. yea true, nothing more pathetic than looking back. im always asking d same question like, wht if i were there, wht if i were with them. see? shoot, i really hav to start doing my life here again just like before. girl, ur life is here, earning it now. burn ur bridge. u cant keep living in ur memory. ur life is here.

shit. now i really regret my decission for not going out with blance n others tonite.

xxx

when the loneliness strikes again

its not dat im not being thankful or anything. its just dat i like to ask my self, "hey girl wht did i miss?" they seems hav their fun there. i meant, without me there? not to mentiont the if-u-hav-friend-like-this-who-needs-enemy thingy. girl, please, get a life. u cant keep envying it like everytime everywhere. but hey, i hav friends here, why do u keep looking back? i meant its just like ysterday u being so thankful for ur life, n now ur murmuring bout ur life?

yea, true dat. i hav friends, but when im back in my room, seems like everything so quite, n here i am, nothing here but the loneliness. man, actually i hate being home alone on weekend, as my friends across the continent r having their fun without even remember to touch the internet tools. well, im not complaining, my friend :). dats why i like to seek for some kinda sweet escape, when i can b home sooo late. but tonite, i dun feel like going out. dunno why. i was just hoping dat i can enjoy some 'me-time'. but hell yea, dat was a bad decision of mine tho.

its not homesick. more likely called as friendsick. lol. man, im running out of words. i kno so well why im acting this way. yea true, nothing more pathetic than looking back. im always asking d same question like, wht if i were there, wht if i were with them. see? shoot, i really hav to start doing my life here again just like before. girl, ur life is here, earning it now. burn ur bridge. u cant keep living in ur memory. ur life is here.

shit. now i really regret my decission for not going out with blance n others tonite.

xxx

early morning post

" be careful little mouth wht u say
as the world may get worse before it gets better "

early morning post

" be careful little mouth wht u say
as the world may get worse before it gets better "

when it comes to choose ..

firstly, choose wht u love d most, dun end up doing smthing dat u dun like. since when u choose wht u love, time will go around without u notice, n u wont be checking ur clock every 5 minutes in a row. secondly, dun choose for money. choose wht u love, then money will follow u. at last, after come up with ur decission, burn ur bridge, so u cant go back. u hav d responsibility to earn wht u hav choosed. never ever ever looking back.

inspired by:
Tony Carr - my Global Business lecturer

when it comes to choose ..

firstly, choose wht u love d most, dun end up doing smthing dat u dun like. since when u choose wht u love, time will go around without u notice, n u wont be checking ur clock every 5 minutes in a row. secondly, dun choose for money. choose wht u love, then money will follow u. at last, after come up with ur decission, burn ur bridge, so u cant go back. u hav d responsibility to earn wht u hav choosed. never ever ever looking back.

inspired by:
Tony Carr - my Global Business lecturer

its called effort :p

the gonna-be-surprise that is no-longer-a-surpise. lol
thx to his sister Priska, for tagging this picture on facebook
for its going to b soooo long till i'll b home :)
but thx for making me one soul
i appreciate it

love,
xxx

its called effort :p

the gonna-be-surprise that is no-longer-a-surpise. lol
thx to his sister Priska, for tagging this picture on facebook
for its going to b soooo long till i'll b home :)
but thx for making me one soul
i appreciate it

love,
xxx

craving for a 7

sorry dat ive been away for so long, n sorry for easily-to-get-sleep-in-front-of-laptop-with-msn-still-on without letting u kno dat im asleep, n furthermore leaving u there with all of ur stupefaction. this sort of lack-of-sleep problem is getting out of control as i didnt hav much sleep for 2 weeks in a row due to those assignments that ripped my life away. well, is dat my fault? there, i said it.



apparently dats also one of the reasons why i was away from this blogging thingy.



apart from that tho, my management essay is otw to its perfection, at least i hope so. man, i put so much expectation on it dat i worked my ass off for this. n i cant imagine how massive God's helping hands dat He putted on me, not to mention the responsibility dat i need to fight for. yea, its called a 7, the highest academic index.



how can i be thankful for this almost-perfect life

(in particular theres no such a 100% perfect life *wink). God always be there for me even ive forgotten Him lately. big thanks and hug, God. :)



maybe i can do it by trying to keep my feets on the ground n my head in the earth :p

but i do deserve a 7 eh? lol



xxx

craving for a 7

sorry dat ive been away for so long, n sorry for easily-to-get-sleep-in-front-of-laptop-with-msn-still-on without letting u kno dat im asleep, n furthermore leaving u there with all of ur stupefaction. this sort of lack-of-sleep problem is getting out of control as i didnt hav much sleep for 2 weeks in a row due to those assignments that ripped my life away. well, is dat my fault? there, i said it.

apparently dats also one of the reasons why i was away from this blogging thingy.

apart from that tho, my management essay is otw to its perfection, at least i hope so. man, i put so much expectation on it dat i worked my ass off for this. n i cant imagine how massive God's helping hands dat He putted on me, not to mention the responsibility dat i need to fight for. yea, its called a 7, the highest academic index.

how can i be thankful for this almost-perfect life
(in particular theres no such a 100% perfect life *wink). God always be there for me even ive forgotten Him lately. big thanks and hug, God. :)

maybe i can do it by trying to keep my feets on the ground n my head in the earth :p
but i do deserve a 7 eh? lol

xxx

random shot

some of my ordinary random outfit during summer

now give it up to winter

*sigh

xxx