the undetectable master

whos tht? rocking on the stage, playing as if the world is gonna end tmrw. smart n attractively desirable. puts all the awesomeness into the fingers. but hey watch out, apparently it seems gonna leave the stage soon

the undetectable master

whos tht? rocking on the stage, playing as if the world is gonna end tmrw. smart n attractively desirable. puts all the awesomeness into the fingers. but hey watch out, apparently it seems gonna leave the stage soon

head over heels

the boyf has just tag me his new picture with his new leather jacket on fb. n when i saw it for the first time i was like holly sh*t. the leather jacket is waaay too cool for him, LOL. well to be frankly, he looks so damn good on this jacket. gosh, boy whyd u have to be so gorgeous when im so miles away from u?

head over heels

the boyf has just tag me his new picture with his new leather jacket on fb. n when i saw it for the first time i was like holly sh*t. the leather jacket is waaay too cool for him, LOL. well to be frankly, he looks so damn good on this jacket. gosh, boy whyd u have to be so gorgeous when im so miles away from u?

another sick fact

dear God, can i have something that last forever?

or maybe i can have it for my xmas present God? ive been doing good this year, err.. sort of. i know that we always have choice so we should make it happens, but sometimes i found out that reality turns to be dissapointing, no matter how hard i try. when i am ready to say hello, i also have to be ready to say good bye, as good things really dont like to stay long.

another sick fact

dear God, can i have something that last forever?

or maybe i can have it for my xmas present God? ive been doing good this year, err.. sort of. i know that we always have choice so we should make it happens, but sometimes i found out that reality turns to be dissapointing, no matter how hard i try. when i am ready to say hello, i also have to be ready to say good bye, as good things really dont like to stay long.

miles away from those i love

Random pictures, time flies

JavaJazz, March 2007

Cika's 17 party, October 2007

after prom night - the announcement "LULUS", June 2008

Bandara Soekarno Hatta, October 2008 - leaving

Solaria 2009 - glance visit to my hometown

amazing how time flies way toooo fast, n watch how events and things come n go passed me by.

going home will be like the most impossible thing i wish for now. mom, dad, bro, hows Sinai? i wanna come with u guys so badly to b frankly. guys out there,hows ur preparation for the wedding on sunday? been picking the dress or the hair do? n hey Today's Tomorrow, u guys ready for Ricci Cup's stage? i wish i cud come to those events. been missing alot of events, wht next?.n you, yes you boo, hows life so far without me?

miles away from those i love

Random pictures, time flies

JavaJazz, March 2007

Cika's 17 party, October 2007

after prom night - the announcement "LULUS", June 2008

Bandara Soekarno Hatta, October 2008 - leaving

Solaria 2009 - glance visit to my hometown

amazing how time flies way toooo fast, n watch how events and things come n go passed me by.

going home will be like the most impossible thing i wish for now. mom, dad, bro, hows Sinai? i wanna come with u guys so badly to b frankly. guys out there,hows ur preparation for the wedding on sunday? been picking the dress or the hair do? n hey Today's Tomorrow, u guys ready for Ricci Cup's stage? i wish i cud come to those events. been missing alot of events, wht next?.n you, yes you boo, hows life so far without me?

exhausted

its pretty exhausting, keep missing someone that much n keep arguing things with the one we miss alot, imagine how good it would be, having him around physically. seriously. i get into the phase when word starts fail me that i dont have the appropriate words to describe how distance turns us to be. he is just more than a girl could as for, yet somehow i just cant stop being so demanding. maybe this time my ego begins to take over my mind. in the other hand, ridiculously, i cant stop. i cant give up, and i wont. cus somehow i know he's just more than worth it. cliche indeed. however, today or tomorrow, i believe this unconditional relationship will stil work out.

i wish everything is just going to be as fine as rainbow

exhausted

its pretty exhausting, keep missing someone that much n keep arguing things with the one we miss alot, imagine how good it would be, having him around physically. seriously. i get into the phase when word starts fail me that i dont have the appropriate words to describe how distance turns us to be. he is just more than a girl could as for, yet somehow i just cant stop being so demanding. maybe this time my ego begins to take over my mind. in the other hand, ridiculously, i cant stop. i cant give up, and i wont. cus somehow i know he's just more than worth it. cliche indeed. however, today or tomorrow, i believe this unconditional relationship will stil work out.

i wish everything is just going to be as fine as rainbow

immortality

i just felt dat everything seems so cold now. the distance finally works. i know that ive been missing alot of things, n i know that i cant keep up. it is not everybody's fault, believe me it is not. its just how the world spins, or maybe its just me. it would be too naive if i wish that everything would be the same as before i left. i.just.cannot.get.over.it. cant get over the fact that being far away from them means being forgotten. it is my fault that i keep looking back while they keep on walking without me, n finally get used to it. newbies start to come, n i am finally replaced. well ts just normal. its just the ideas of immortality. shit it hurts, i want my friends back - ego mode on

immortality

i just felt dat everything seems so cold now. the distance finally works. i know that ive been missing alot of things, n i know that i cant keep up. it is not everybody's fault, believe me it is not. its just how the world spins, or maybe its just me. it would be too naive if i wish that everything would be the same as before i left. i.just.cannot.get.over.it. cant get over the fact that being far away from them means being forgotten. it is my fault that i keep looking back while they keep on walking without me, n finally get used to it. newbies start to come, n i am finally replaced. well ts just normal. its just the ideas of immortality. shit it hurts, i want my friends back - ego mode on

"A combination of global warming and El Nino have climate experts predicting this year could be Australia's WARMEST in more than a decade."

effing gosh! Ausie will be like hell this summer, which is completely deffinitely HOTTER than Indo. i wish i could go home !!!

"A combination of global warming and El Nino have climate experts predicting this year could be Australia's WARMEST in more than a decade."

effing gosh! Ausie will be like hell this summer, which is completely deffinitely HOTTER than Indo. i wish i could go home !!!

cut cut u cut me out

sorry for the inappropriate holes on the legging. try rip it on my own. lol. o btw sorry guys for being too antisocial. promise that i will make it up after this week, when i finish all of my shits. lol. miss u guys

cut cut u cut me out

sorry for the inappropriate holes on the legging. try rip it on my own. lol. o btw sorry guys for being too antisocial. promise that i will make it up after this week, when i finish all of my shits. lol. miss u guys

whats been happening lately? #1. assignments

heloooo faculty. the real nightmare apparently has come and haunt me. faculty is effing tough. i cant even sit back n relax for at least one day. spent my whole weekend in uni doing all of my project n assignments.

whats been happening lately? #1. assignments

heloooo faculty. the real nightmare apparently has come and haunt me. faculty is effing tough. i cant even sit back n relax for at least one day. spent my whole weekend in uni doing all of my project n assignments.

#2. Pesta Rakyat @ Brisbane

17th of August,

the independence day of my country
n yea, here's the party held by my country's community called Pesta Rakyat
heres's heaven. i can find all of my country's food that i cant find it here. YEAY.

#2. Pesta Rakyat @ Brisbane

17th of August,

the independence day of my country
n yea, here's the party held by my country's community called Pesta Rakyat
heres's heaven. i can find all of my country's food that i cant find it here. YEAY.

#3. sooo long diploma

whts been happening lately?
officially graduated from diploma. FOR REAL ! :p

#3. sooo long diploma

whts been happening lately?
officially graduated from diploma. FOR REAL ! :p

sorry guys

im sorry for not updating this blog. im having bad weeks lately. the unfinished assignment n project, not to mention the unfinished fight. im currently in the most stressful phase i would know. cant imagine that faculty cant be this tough. i promise i will update this blog whenever i can deal with this worst weeks, ow i got heaps of story to share as well :). cu maybe in a week or two ..

sorry guys

im sorry for not updating this blog. im having bad weeks lately. the unfinished assignment n project, not to mention the unfinished fight. im currently in the most stressful phase i would know. cant imagine that faculty cant be this tough. i promise i will update this blog whenever i can deal with this worst weeks, ow i got heaps of story to share as well :). cu maybe in a week or two ..

i understand, i always do.

hey there, the guy in 'the-cure' shirt, the one who's sitting right behind the drum. do u miss me like i do? do u even think bout me even just for a while?

dont u mind if u drop by n try to stand on my shoes? its been hurting me so bad lately. im trying to live without u, dats all i got. as i know it so well dat u cant always be around for me. nevermind, i understand, i always do. what else i can do? even im too tired to speak it out, nothing more i can do but being patient. u got many things to bear of, then u just forget that u have something else to bear too, its called 'a-girl-friend'. but nevermind, i understand, i always do. funny dat now i forget how it feels when ur around. lol.

i understand, i always do.

hey there, the guy in 'the-cure' shirt, the one who's sitting right behind the drum. do u miss me like i do? do u even think bout me even just for a while?

dont u mind if u drop by n try to stand on my shoes? its been hurting me so bad lately. im trying to live without u, dats all i got. as i know it so well dat u cant always be around for me. nevermind, i understand, i always do. what else i can do? even im too tired to speak it out, nothing more i can do but being patient. u got many things to bear of, then u just forget that u have something else to bear too, its called 'a-girl-friend'. but nevermind, i understand, i always do. funny dat now i forget how it feels when ur around. lol.

i wont heal unless i let go

'looking back' still become on of my well-known guilty pleasure. tons of questions n statements like "if only i could turn back time" or "wht if i were still there" and "how could u?" are still covering me. i just cant understad why cant i just let go n being thakful for everything dat ive got now?

i wont heal unless i let go

'looking back' still become on of my well-known guilty pleasure. tons of questions n statements like "if only i could turn back time" or "wht if i were still there" and "how could u?" are still covering me. i just cant understad why cant i just let go n being thakful for everything dat ive got now?

Gold Coast

just got home from Gold Coast for 1 night n 2 days trip. exhausting but fun tho. altho visiting beach during winter its deff not a good idea, but everything was nice. too tired for writing much. more photos r going to be posted soon after they upload it on fb. so long guys.

nb: sending u guys a BIG THANKS n TRULLY APPOLOGIES, for canceling the 5 degrees plan as i didnt bring my paspor dat nite. sorry ..

Gold Coast

just got home from Gold Coast for 1 night n 2 days trip. exhausting but fun tho. altho visiting beach during winter its deff not a good idea, but everything was nice. too tired for writing much. more photos r going to be posted soon after they upload it on fb. so long guys.

nb: sending u guys a BIG THANKS n TRULLY APPOLOGIES, for canceling the 5 degrees plan as i didnt bring my paspor dat nite. sorry ..