gloomy xmas

found this wonderful statement
in my little brother Yeremia Bagas facebook status:
"christmas is nothing like christmas with incomplete family"
AGREE :'(

gloomy xmas

found this wonderful statement
in my little brother Yeremia Bagas facebook status:
"christmas is nothing like christmas with incomplete family"
AGREE :'(

5 minutes looking back

2009 has been an accomplishment year for me. dreams finally come true, doing stuffs all out, n indeed l freaking love what im doing. dancing in what so-called my own lala land, where rainbow is my curtain and music is my daily rice. not too long for me to realise that music, dance, art and surely God, is my aim of life. and it keeps growing. those things, i finally do here, a place where God has put me to learn so damn much.

no longer a night fellas, never got drunk no more. it has been 6 months i reckon, not even step my feet on fortitude valley. more likely a church girl i would say. LOLS. got involved in every occasion that i could think off. i know for some people it is HELL ANNOYING to see me in every painting that painted on the wall. for those who got annoyed, i trully appologize. i just cant help to grab all candies that has come to me.

2010. im done here. somehow i want to get out from my comfort zone. this place has comforted me like literally. i will still be here, for those who's worry (turns out no one will. lol). but it will more like me my self, drop the bow and pass it on to the next rainbow. i wil place my self behind the curtain. it is time for me to spread my wings, get on to the next level. dare my self to take this challenge to go on to the next level.

5 minutes looking back

2009 has been an accomplishment year for me. dreams finally come true, doing stuffs all out, n indeed l freaking love what im doing. dancing in what so-called my own lala land, where rainbow is my curtain and music is my daily rice. not too long for me to realise that music, dance, art and surely God, is my aim of life. and it keeps growing. those things, i finally do here, a place where God has put me to learn so damn much.

no longer a night fellas, never got drunk no more. it has been 6 months i reckon, not even step my feet on fortitude valley. more likely a church girl i would say. LOLS. got involved in every occasion that i could think off. i know for some people it is HELL ANNOYING to see me in every painting that painted on the wall. for those who got annoyed, i trully appologize. i just cant help to grab all candies that has come to me.

2010. im done here. somehow i want to get out from my comfort zone. this place has comforted me like literally. i will still be here, for those who's worry (turns out no one will. lol). but it will more like me my self, drop the bow and pass it on to the next rainbow. i wil place my self behind the curtain. it is time for me to spread my wings, get on to the next level. dare my self to take this challenge to go on to the next level.

i recommend u to read between the line before u judge me

WHO ARE U TO JUDGE ANYWAY???

i recommend u to read between the line before u judge me

WHO ARE U TO JUDGE ANYWAY???

me building a wall. indeed. i run.

Nice decission girl. Live with it. Ur life is here, aint nowhere else not even ur hometown. Ur here now, earning ur life. If u keep looking back, n keep rewinding how happy u r back in ur hometown, just go home n never go back here. U better appreaciate wht u ve got. So this is wht u shud du, do d best for everything here, then God will decide where exactly ur belong to.

“jgn kalah sm keadaan dhis” - ciko

me building a wall. indeed. i run.

Nice decission girl. Live with it. Ur life is here, aint nowhere else not even ur hometown. Ur here now, earning ur life. If u keep looking back, n keep rewinding how happy u r back in ur hometown, just go home n never go back here. U better appreaciate wht u ve got. So this is wht u shud du, do d best for everything here, then God will decide where exactly ur belong to.

“jgn kalah sm keadaan dhis” - ciko

sing my heart out like the whole world is deaf

when the gig comes true

i never know what exactly i want as things are gradually changing. but one thing remains the same, it has always been my pleassure to run all the way the bridge with the guys only to catch up the time for check-sound. Those precious irreplacable moment. cant imagine when each of us start leaving the stage, and yes, its goin to be started, in 2 weeks time.

sing my heart out like the whole world is deaf

when the gig comes true

i never know what exactly i want as things are gradually changing. but one thing remains the same, it has always been my pleassure to run all the way the bridge with the guys only to catch up the time for check-sound. Those precious irreplacable moment. cant imagine when each of us start leaving the stage, and yes, its goin to be started, in 2 weeks time.

the undetectable master

whos tht? rocking on the stage, playing as if the world is gonna end tmrw. smart n attractively desirable. puts all the awesomeness into the fingers. but hey watch out, apparently it seems gonna leave the stage soon

the undetectable master

whos tht? rocking on the stage, playing as if the world is gonna end tmrw. smart n attractively desirable. puts all the awesomeness into the fingers. but hey watch out, apparently it seems gonna leave the stage soon

head over heels

the boyf has just tag me his new picture with his new leather jacket on fb. n when i saw it for the first time i was like holly sh*t. the leather jacket is waaay too cool for him, LOL. well to be frankly, he looks so damn good on this jacket. gosh, boy whyd u have to be so gorgeous when im so miles away from u?

head over heels

the boyf has just tag me his new picture with his new leather jacket on fb. n when i saw it for the first time i was like holly sh*t. the leather jacket is waaay too cool for him, LOL. well to be frankly, he looks so damn good on this jacket. gosh, boy whyd u have to be so gorgeous when im so miles away from u?

another sick fact

dear God, can i have something that last forever?

or maybe i can have it for my xmas present God? ive been doing good this year, err.. sort of. i know that we always have choice so we should make it happens, but sometimes i found out that reality turns to be dissapointing, no matter how hard i try. when i am ready to say hello, i also have to be ready to say good bye, as good things really dont like to stay long.

another sick fact

dear God, can i have something that last forever?

or maybe i can have it for my xmas present God? ive been doing good this year, err.. sort of. i know that we always have choice so we should make it happens, but sometimes i found out that reality turns to be dissapointing, no matter how hard i try. when i am ready to say hello, i also have to be ready to say good bye, as good things really dont like to stay long.

miles away from those i love

Random pictures, time flies

JavaJazz, March 2007

Cika's 17 party, October 2007

after prom night - the announcement "LULUS", June 2008

Bandara Soekarno Hatta, October 2008 - leaving

Solaria 2009 - glance visit to my hometown

amazing how time flies way toooo fast, n watch how events and things come n go passed me by.

going home will be like the most impossible thing i wish for now. mom, dad, bro, hows Sinai? i wanna come with u guys so badly to b frankly. guys out there,hows ur preparation for the wedding on sunday? been picking the dress or the hair do? n hey Today's Tomorrow, u guys ready for Ricci Cup's stage? i wish i cud come to those events. been missing alot of events, wht next?.n you, yes you boo, hows life so far without me?

miles away from those i love

Random pictures, time flies

JavaJazz, March 2007

Cika's 17 party, October 2007

after prom night - the announcement "LULUS", June 2008

Bandara Soekarno Hatta, October 2008 - leaving

Solaria 2009 - glance visit to my hometown

amazing how time flies way toooo fast, n watch how events and things come n go passed me by.

going home will be like the most impossible thing i wish for now. mom, dad, bro, hows Sinai? i wanna come with u guys so badly to b frankly. guys out there,hows ur preparation for the wedding on sunday? been picking the dress or the hair do? n hey Today's Tomorrow, u guys ready for Ricci Cup's stage? i wish i cud come to those events. been missing alot of events, wht next?.n you, yes you boo, hows life so far without me?

exhausted

its pretty exhausting, keep missing someone that much n keep arguing things with the one we miss alot, imagine how good it would be, having him around physically. seriously. i get into the phase when word starts fail me that i dont have the appropriate words to describe how distance turns us to be. he is just more than a girl could as for, yet somehow i just cant stop being so demanding. maybe this time my ego begins to take over my mind. in the other hand, ridiculously, i cant stop. i cant give up, and i wont. cus somehow i know he's just more than worth it. cliche indeed. however, today or tomorrow, i believe this unconditional relationship will stil work out.

i wish everything is just going to be as fine as rainbow

exhausted

its pretty exhausting, keep missing someone that much n keep arguing things with the one we miss alot, imagine how good it would be, having him around physically. seriously. i get into the phase when word starts fail me that i dont have the appropriate words to describe how distance turns us to be. he is just more than a girl could as for, yet somehow i just cant stop being so demanding. maybe this time my ego begins to take over my mind. in the other hand, ridiculously, i cant stop. i cant give up, and i wont. cus somehow i know he's just more than worth it. cliche indeed. however, today or tomorrow, i believe this unconditional relationship will stil work out.

i wish everything is just going to be as fine as rainbow

immortality

i just felt dat everything seems so cold now. the distance finally works. i know that ive been missing alot of things, n i know that i cant keep up. it is not everybody's fault, believe me it is not. its just how the world spins, or maybe its just me. it would be too naive if i wish that everything would be the same as before i left. i.just.cannot.get.over.it. cant get over the fact that being far away from them means being forgotten. it is my fault that i keep looking back while they keep on walking without me, n finally get used to it. newbies start to come, n i am finally replaced. well ts just normal. its just the ideas of immortality. shit it hurts, i want my friends back - ego mode on

immortality

i just felt dat everything seems so cold now. the distance finally works. i know that ive been missing alot of things, n i know that i cant keep up. it is not everybody's fault, believe me it is not. its just how the world spins, or maybe its just me. it would be too naive if i wish that everything would be the same as before i left. i.just.cannot.get.over.it. cant get over the fact that being far away from them means being forgotten. it is my fault that i keep looking back while they keep on walking without me, n finally get used to it. newbies start to come, n i am finally replaced. well ts just normal. its just the ideas of immortality. shit it hurts, i want my friends back - ego mode on

"A combination of global warming and El Nino have climate experts predicting this year could be Australia's WARMEST in more than a decade."

effing gosh! Ausie will be like hell this summer, which is completely deffinitely HOTTER than Indo. i wish i could go home !!!

"A combination of global warming and El Nino have climate experts predicting this year could be Australia's WARMEST in more than a decade."

effing gosh! Ausie will be like hell this summer, which is completely deffinitely HOTTER than Indo. i wish i could go home !!!

cut cut u cut me out

sorry for the inappropriate holes on the legging. try rip it on my own. lol. o btw sorry guys for being too antisocial. promise that i will make it up after this week, when i finish all of my shits. lol. miss u guys

cut cut u cut me out

sorry for the inappropriate holes on the legging. try rip it on my own. lol. o btw sorry guys for being too antisocial. promise that i will make it up after this week, when i finish all of my shits. lol. miss u guys

whats been happening lately? #1. assignments

heloooo faculty. the real nightmare apparently has come and haunt me. faculty is effing tough. i cant even sit back n relax for at least one day. spent my whole weekend in uni doing all of my project n assignments.

whats been happening lately? #1. assignments

heloooo faculty. the real nightmare apparently has come and haunt me. faculty is effing tough. i cant even sit back n relax for at least one day. spent my whole weekend in uni doing all of my project n assignments.

#2. Pesta Rakyat @ Brisbane

17th of August,

the independence day of my country
n yea, here's the party held by my country's community called Pesta Rakyat
heres's heaven. i can find all of my country's food that i cant find it here. YEAY.

#2. Pesta Rakyat @ Brisbane

17th of August,

the independence day of my country
n yea, here's the party held by my country's community called Pesta Rakyat
heres's heaven. i can find all of my country's food that i cant find it here. YEAY.