thanks God for your healing that on its way

i believe that there is power here for miracles, to set the captives free and make the broken whole again.

thanks God for your healing that on its way

i believe that there is power here for miracles, to set the captives free and make the broken whole again.

God"s promise

“For the iniquity of his covetousness I was angry and struck him; I hid and was angry, and he went on backsliding in the way of his heart.

I have seen his ways, and will heal him; I will also lead him, and restore comforts to him and to his mourners” (Hosea 3: 17-18).

i praise God for His love is good. For all these overwhelming events that i may trust in Him more. For all those healing that He promise me, that is on its way. I praise the lord for He is good. for His greater plan, that adjust my own plan to His, and make it beautiful in His time.

i praise God for whatever happen in my life. God is good all the time, even when i cant seem to understand Him. even when He says wait when i ask for answers. For i know He has better timing, that i may learn some more in the mean time. i praise the Lord, God is good

God"s promise

“For the iniquity of his covetousness I was angry and struck him; I hid and was angry, and he went on backsliding in the way of his heart.

I have seen his ways, and will heal him; I will also lead him, and restore comforts to him and to his mourners” (Hosea 3: 17-18).

i praise God for His love is good. For all these overwhelming events that i may trust in Him more. For all those healing that He promise me, that is on its way. I praise the lord for He is good. for His greater plan, that adjust my own plan to His, and make it beautiful in His time.

i praise God for whatever happen in my life. God is good all the time, even when i cant seem to understand Him. even when He says wait when i ask for answers. For i know He has better timing, that i may learn some more in the mean time. i praise the Lord, God is good

lost

i need You to tell me right away. what You want me to do. not by coincidence, not by inner voice, not by people telling me so. i want You personally telling me, what is right. cause iam done guessing, i am done asking for signs.

lost

i need You to tell me right away. what You want me to do. not by coincidence, not by inner voice, not by people telling me so. i want You personally telling me, what is right. cause iam done guessing, i am done asking for signs.

runnaway

so this is it, iam planning a run away, to chase something that i once took for granted. iam hoping for the best, but i dont prepare for the worst.

no, i dont plan for any plan b whatsoever, i am not planning to fail.

this has to work.

runnaway

so this is it, iam planning a run away, to chase something that i once took for granted. iam hoping for the best, but i dont prepare for the worst.

no, i dont plan for any plan b whatsoever, i am not planning to fail.

this has to work.

day in a life

my day starts at 10 am in the morning

9.30am - 3pm : work

5pm - 8pm : uni

9pm - 10 pm : a nap. yes i call it a nap.

10pm - 3am: assignment (red: procrastinating)

3am - 4am: sleep

4am - 9am: the most productive hours - assignment

life.

day in a life

my day starts at 10 am in the morning

9.30am - 3pm : work

5pm - 8pm : uni

9pm - 10 pm : a nap. yes i call it a nap.

10pm - 3am: assignment (red: procrastinating)

3am - 4am: sleep

4am - 9am: the most productive hours - assignment

life.

could not bear

what makes this ten times worse is that life goes on. it just hurts so much living life pretending that nothing is wrong, pretending that everything is just fine, pretending that you are still there, waiting and fighting for me. now that we are over, i dont want to be normal for a few moment, can i just run away?

could not bear

what makes this ten times worse is that life goes on. it just hurts so much living life pretending that nothing is wrong, pretending that everything is just fine, pretending that you are still there, waiting and fighting for me. now that we are over, i dont want to be normal for a few moment, can i just run away?

over.

it hurts so much that i could not find any word to write.

i thought all these days i have been counting down to forever,

but apparently it leads me into goodbye.

yes. i never thought i would say goodbye to you.

i never thought you would be the one with a white flag.

so thank you, for a very remarkable 27 months together.

thank you Made Rayga Prayogi Inggas. for those 2 years fantasy.

we have been fighting like there is no tomorrow

now that it is over, please excuse me. i am drained.

yes distance, let me make this clear for you.

we give up.

over.

it hurts so much that i could not find any word to write.

i thought all these days i have been counting down to forever,

but apparently it leads me into goodbye.

yes. i never thought i would say goodbye to you.

i never thought you would be the one with a white flag.

so thank you, for a very remarkable 27 months together.

thank you Made Rayga Prayogi Inggas. for those 2 years fantasy.

we have been fighting like there is no tomorrow

now that it is over, please excuse me. i am drained.

yes distance, let me make this clear for you.

we give up.

dreams

the worse feeling is when you finally reach the extent of wanting something really bad for a very long period of time, just to know that it is not for you to have.

dreams

the worse feeling is when you finally reach the extent of wanting something really bad for a very long period of time, just to know that it is not for you to have.

in the end

and in the end, it is me who will feel lost. cus the attachment between us, is not even.

this is what kills me the most. knowing that you can still feel fine, without me being around.

in the end

and in the end, it is me who will feel lost. cus the attachment between us, is not even.

this is what kills me the most. knowing that you can still feel fine, without me being around.

done.

i dont need to know why or what is inside your mind. all i need to know is that i gotta stop trying.

done.

i dont need to know why or what is inside your mind. all i need to know is that i gotta stop trying.

heaven and hell

as i grow older my eyes are wide open to see that you dont love people from the way they look, it is far beyond physical perfection. those kind of attraction wont last long and that kind of love will vanish as time goes by. for what you see in your eyes may fade away when their true colour shown. the greater feeling comes when your logic cant seem to find the reason why, when you fight like no one else but still care anyway, when you are blinded by their ability to solve riddle you cant solve, and when physical imperfection no longer counts. it simply when everything becomes irrational.

heaven and hell

as i grow older my eyes are wide open to see that you dont love people from the way they look, it is far beyond physical perfection. those kind of attraction wont last long and that kind of love will vanish as time goes by. for what you see in your eyes may fade away when their true colour shown. the greater feeling comes when your logic cant seem to find the reason why, when you fight like no one else but still care anyway, when you are blinded by their ability to solve riddle you cant solve, and when physical imperfection no longer counts. it simply when everything becomes irrational.

emptiness.

one of those nights when you are too tired but you cant sleep.

one of those nights when you know you cant be juggler no more.

one of those nights when you need someone to talk to but no one listens but the wall.

one of those nights when you realise the only people who cares for you are miles away.

one of those nights when you keep prioritising the one who just made you as an option.

one of those nights when you need to make decision but u dont even know what u want.

one of those nights when even your parents cant give you good advise and leaving all the rest to you.

those stupid same nights.

you bleed just to know that you still have heart.

you bleed just to understand what goes wrong.

you bleed yourself trying.

nobody could see the lonesome beneath all those laughter and hard work.

and between those city lights and sky crapper,

you cant help but being fragile.

emptiness.

one of those nights when you are too tired but you cant sleep.

one of those nights when you know you cant be juggler no more.

one of those nights when you need someone to talk to but no one listens but the wall.

one of those nights when you realise the only people who cares for you are miles away.

one of those nights when you keep prioritising the one who just made you as an option.

one of those nights when you need to make decision but u dont even know what u want.

one of those nights when even your parents cant give you good advise and leaving all the rest to you.

those stupid same nights.

you bleed just to know that you still have heart.

you bleed just to understand what goes wrong.

you bleed yourself trying.

nobody could see the lonesome beneath all those laughter and hard work.

and between those city lights and sky crapper,

you cant help but being fragile.

my saturday

BETE MAKSIMAL.

my saturday

BETE MAKSIMAL.

underdog

i might not be the prettiest, but i deserve respect as well.

underdog

i might not be the prettiest, but i deserve respect as well.

acting fool

a part of me never gave up on the idea that we would finally come together eventually. cus we are connected, we always will be.

acting fool

a part of me never gave up on the idea that we would finally come together eventually. cus we are connected, we always will be.