the sparkle needs to stop

i should stop counting the days
like how many days left then i can finally meet u
i should stop looking back
looking back and wondering how good it was to have u physically
i should stop living in blue
blue and gloomy seems like i have nobody left caring for me here
i should realise that my life is just more than waiting
or missing
you.
i need to move on.
not literally move on
but 'move on'

love,
ur LDR survivor